Pre-reflection:
A
debate conference was something I always desired to take part in. So
the minute I heard of such a thing happening, I gave my name. I
thought I'd become a better individual. Moreover, in a beautiful
place like Kodaikanal who wouldn't want to grab the opportunity to
experience the thrill of interacting with a whole new lot of people
learning diplomacy, responsibility and what not!?
Post-reflection:
At
the time of the journey to Kodaikanal, I was nervous and excited and
basically mixed-emotioned! Nervous because, when I opened my research
binder, there was a pretty bulk amount of information and so thinking
about what i'll speak and how i'll speak got me bewildered! Excited
because, they were more positives: the intoxicating weather, the new
faces, the food, the DJ party, the photo session etc..
On the first day at the Kodaikanal International Business
school, I socialized and danced with everyone, with full swing! All
of us were way too joyous and spiritful! The DJ night was undoubtedly
the best part of this day, since I love dancing and have loved it
ever since.
As
the day progressed I felt the tension run through my blood, since I
wasn't that confident enough to face the next day (The cold added to
the tension). Still I tried not show it out and just live in the
moment, where everyone is looking at the scenic view or simply
interacting with fellow delegates.
The next day arrived and the worry was still brightly
alive! It was only the beautiful area where we stayed in and my
room mates that could make me feel less stressed. But I also cannot
explain how enthralled I was to see what was there in store for us!
The initial committee session went on smooth and the tension slowly
subsided. All glad, I made 5 new friends! I didn't talk much, but I
thought I was a better observer (and listener) than a speaker.
However, I managed to make myself recognized by my chair! While I was
delivering my opening speech I felt goosebumps dotting my skin as I
was running out of time. Honestly, I was a little upset because I had
edited my speech about almost 3-4 times and couldn't share the
concluding para to the audience.
When I spoke finally during the session, someone raised
a question at me and asked me for statistical data! Blank, I began
shivering. No statistical was found. Luckily enough, my chair said
that I could show the data later. I sighed with relief and spoke to
the delegate privately.
Later
it got a little tedious so it added to my sleepy feeling as the
previous night was a late one (preparation and gossip with the three
of my room mates).
Nevertheless, when the DJ night made it's way, I made
my way there too! I danced to my heart's content whilst we didn't
feel awkward to enter with our traditionals.
The
next day was pretty decent. I was a bit yawny still, but when I met
everyone at the venue, my spirit came back on track! I was interested
to make the resolutions with the other delegates and surprisingly our
resolutions passed! There was a boost of a 'feeling good about
yourself' time that came to me when I received sweet compliments in
the informal session.
It was time for the closing ceremony and it was then
that they announced the award winners. A little disappointed I was as
I didn't get any, but then I told myself that just winning isn't what
you came here for; the very essence of the entire trip was to
experience every action-packed small, big and bizarre moment and
definitely make the most of it!
And the best delegation of the IIMUN conference goes
to none other than 'The Indian Public School'!. With a huge jaw drop,
I almost jumped from my seat and 'woaaahhooo' I shouted in great
bliss! We zoomed to the dias and all our faces glowed like light
bulbs as we held the trophy high in the air.
We celebrated with sheer zest through walking by the
lake, shopping, eating and simply enjoying the atmosphere. My bond
with the teachers who came along and my seniors of course has
immensely sharpened and it is them and the trip all by itself, that
taught me how and why to be more self-esteemed, chill and bold.
Now
I know that a few attributes of me have changed for the good and so
I'm glad that I didn't miss a chance like this.
It was a wholly
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious three days!
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